Just I'd like to finish this another blog, the more I'm longing for him..
I always see him at church. Wearing black, off-white and every color of polo he has. With every girl around him, young and old, women and men. I envied those all. Why I cannot do what they doing. Talking with him like nothing. being beside him like no one else seeing and laugh with him as if no tomorrow is coming...
I was kinda 2-3 years ahead of him. His birthday is Feb while I am fall on Mar. I cannot deny that he's always on my mind. I cannot erase him out of my system. I often wanted and even dreamt of him. It's like I would be burst for so much emotion for him but regretfully, he's so timid that you cannot imagine how torpe he is. It seemed he left me with no choice but court him!!! :>
He was our teacher at children worship service. Yesterday, in morning he's with us, taught biblical stories. In evening, he ate icecream as my lil blowout at church, he asked me to eat but too much to my imagination he will approched me, I sensed/ heard nothing!
Every little things he did, I always wanted to involve, too much of this, I wanted to be his own, his own LIFE!!
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